acrylic and watercolor on paper
5"x8" journal page
I painted this gray seascape a few days ago. Inspired by a photo I saw on line and memories of being at the beach in Florida and watching those daily storms rolling across the horizon.
I used the wrong paper and the wrong size brush and it really wasn't planned out right, but it wasn't supposed to be a planned out image. It was the feeling of the moment, something I tried to capture. The truth is, I don't always manage to capture what I want to capture. Sometimes I make something else entirely. And then I look at what I have and say to myself, "Self, what can I do with what I have in my hands?"
I don't always know what to do with it. I haven't found a purpose yet or haven't figured out what I want to see. So sometimes I put the things away until I discover what I want to make out of what I have.
Today, I have a billion and one projects going on and responsibilities and a mess of nerves.
This is my storm today.
I'm going to remember what it feels like to watch that storm coming in, the wind in my face, the smell of ozone and finally the deluge.
And I'm going to remember also that the storm always passes. The calm returns.
Remember that you can ride this storm, whatever it is.