Instead of getting stuck when there are roadblocks, I need to learn how to keep up my positivity and continue my forward momentum.
I can’t find my portfolio… discouragement.
I have technical difficulties that get in the way of signing on to paypal… I feel like I can’t get anywhere.
Time and children get in the way of actually working… I start to not bother trying to squeeze one more project in.
Questions about where we are going to be living in a few months? Well, why even try, if I’m going to have to start all over again somewhere else where I’ll probably be too busy getting life set up and adjusting to even get back to doing what I want to do.
No matter what bumps come in the road, I have to remember to look forward. I have a tendency to only see the littlest baby steps, and then get flumoxed when those baby steps fall short. There are benefits to going baby step by baby step—but I think it’s also important to keep the big picture in mind.
This is about following my dreams, not about letting my insecurities and neuroses take over. Do I really want neurosis to be the defining characteristic of my life? I do not. I want to be the woman who follows her dreams and is not stopped by blocks or detours.
Full steam ahead.
Eyes on the prize.
Green light go.
Roll baby, roll. I´m coming to visit next week. I´ll roll in a year of support and all into a couple days of Rowena time. Cán´t wait to see you.
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